Self confidence, obsession, cleanliness - 80x60 cm, acrylic and gold on handmade extra heavy paper

Self confidence, obsession, cleanliness

This piece is one my meanest works. Pure, clean, bright at the first glance. And then slowly the mess and disorder shows itself. And then the mind starts to want to correct the things. But the obsession to put the things in order is a demon of the soul. The need for symmetry, the tension that the chaos shows is a sign of having perfectionist issues. And perfectionism is rooted in fear. Facing one's cause to struggle this obsession is a key step toward freedom.

Acrylic and 23,75 carat gold on very heavy, very thick handmade vintage aquarelle paper.
2024. january

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