On the edge of the discomfort and the panic zone - cc 21x30 cm, acrylic on acrylic paper

Unsecure is the best word for my feeling when I work with a new color, and curious is the best for the times getting to know with new technics. This is the background, and even if this painting was created months ago, it still has a strong effect on me whenever I see it. And it was not easy to verbalise this feeling, I hope I can express well enough what I have found.
The effect is like when I do something really scary and I have to trust the change, and I have to dare to do the frightening stuff. And before starting to be brave there is a tiny-tiny moment, the no way back moment, and this is what I feel when I see this painting.