Grey, gold, texture - 10,4x14,7 cm acrylic and 23 carat gold on cotton paper

I have my own battles with the chaos, and sometimes it is a grueling challange to bring out order as a winner.
Fears are the monsters or demons which can fill out the days, the weeks, the lives, and they are so tricky with having just a little more of the time every single day.
I still have some anxiety problems, and it is a heavy burden on my family to live with this together, but we all believe in the sunny days to come, we trust that the order and joy has it's powers too to make all the days brighter and brighter step by step.
So strange to call myself an artist, I will have to get used to this idea, so as an artist I have many pictures about these battles between chaos and order, the darkness and the bright joy...